Monday, April 21, 2014

Through My Shades: Space and Anxiety

Space and Anxiety
Have you ever felt too big for the space that you are in? That’s exactly how I’m feeling at this point in my life.  Mentally, spiritually and
emotionally I feel that I’m growing at such a rapid pace to the point that the space around me just seems so small.  Yesterday I felt this anxiety of wanting to expand my wings but feeling trapped by so many walls that surround me.  As much as I love my job there has been an urge within me that it’s time to grow.  After speaking with my boss I found it such a relief that she agreed with me. Before I could fully express this feeling of me being ready for that next level she beat me to the punch line by asking me what the next steps were for me.  God has blessed me tremendously so far but at the same time he put this constant desire in me to want to be better and bigger.  If God puts this desire within me I wholeheartedly believe that I must be capable of expanding to a space where opportunities are limitless.